HI my name is Beth. I just want to say that even though I did not your father personally I know that he must have been a great man. To have given his life for someone else is truly heroic. You and your family will be in my prayers always. I know what it is like to lose a loved one, my mother died when I was 2 1/2. If you have the rest of your family and your friends it makes it easier to get through. There will always be times when it seems to be too much but it will all get better I promise. I pray that God will grant you peace and bless you with happiness. Keep your faith strong and God will always be there for you.